Alay | 45 | Secretes

minimalnya gw bangkit lagi dari kelalaian gw.. namun gw masih merasa kosong.. gw tau, ada beban di otak gw.. beban yang begitu berat menurut gw namun tetap gw sembunyikan dalam-dalam tanpa ada yang menyadari hal itu hingga kini.. ah, biarlah.. suatu saat semuanya akan berakhir..

akhir-akhir ini gw bener-bener jauh dari Tuhan.. gw sendiri bingung ada apa dengan gw.. kenapa gw bisa lalai terus.. hidup gw g cerah.. bentar lagi gw ulang tahun yang ke-19.. entah apa yang udah gw kerjain selama ini. gw banyak buang-buang waktu. padahal gw tau, umur gw terbatas.. kita nggak akan selamanya bisa berpijak di atas bumi ini.. suatu saat kita akan dikubur, kembali ke asal kita semula.. yaitu tanah. gw baru aja nge-reply message dari hariri, ini isinya: assalamualaikum..!! huhuhuy.. makasih ri.. gw sendiri sebenernya g terlalu tertarik ama yang namanya ulang tahun. gw g rayain. gw cuma jadiin itu peringatan buat gw bahwa semakin umur kita bertambah.. semakin banyak yang harus kita perbuat untuk membalas pemberian Tuhan yang memberikan kesempatan buat kita untuk menikmati hidup di dunia ini. soal website.. gw masih ngerancang2 terus.. pokoknya lo bantuin gw kumpulin data.. biar cepet selesai.. wassalam Ahmad wrote: > Li, met ultah wat lo,moga lo jd bikin website > y...

My toothache relapses again.. I don't know how many times it happened. Thought it's recovered.. but today.. aaargh.. I remembered that this morning I ate a bowl of hot noodle.. and then some hot food again in noon.. that's bad, isn't it? Uuh..  I'll have some trouble to sleep tonight so I hope tomorrow it'll recover quickly.. 

Today I've downloaded some (or many) scripts, surveying some sites. And when I stopped @ Amel's site.. I remembered about something I've planned a long time ago.. It's about the black & white homepage.. and I think i'll finish it this time! -- From now on I'm not only logging about the website, OK! -- I'm listening to Hoobastank - The Reason now, it's a simple and excellent song. I say so because it's related with what i'm musing about these days.. I felt shame toward a girl that I liked but I couldn't express it plainly.. hiks.. :`( I know that I'm not a perfect person.. I love playing football.. and I'm enjoying it.. but there's something very annoying happened this afternoon.. I was playing with my friends.. then came some N***o people and drove us out from the field.. Me and a friend of mine tried to resist but there are too many of them.. So we give in.. and that's boring!! I hate those egoist people!!  I think that...

This is a quite huge part.. and I feel a little tired now.. Several modifications here and there.. I change the menu pictures.. fix the Link section.. modify the I.. adding this history section.. and the date & time.. I'm hoping that you (anybody) can give me some contribution so I can make this site better.. in every section.. 

I use to upload my home pages via html.. but now I found that FTP is faster.. so I try it.. and bingo! It's faster than what I've imagined.. Launching succeed.. but there's some errors in my link.. what a pity =(

First, I observe some sites to imitate it.. but then I realize that I should be creative.. so after I muse and muse.. until I found this layout. It comes from my friend's (mr. Van Boghel) TV.. and I combine it with one of Top of The Pop image.. and here we are! =)