I haven't found the part that I am missing so that I can live in peace, so that I can die in peace. But the puzzles are starring to get solved one by one. I just wish there'd be nobody coming and messing with the puzzle again.
A year has passed without writing anything here. I wonder if I can keep up memorising those experiences that I want to write about. At this moment I am trying to earn and save up as much as much as I can so I can finish my bachelor degree and get married or starting a business so I can settle down and live my own life with much less interference.