For What I Got To Re-Remember, Patience

well, almost a year away from blogging and now i was really really wanted to write, then i got no private time to pour all of my thoughts from what my brain extracted to some texts full of expression. but seems like i won't feel hesitate anymore to say anything from now on. no more secrets, it's just, anyhow, secretes.

lately i've been trying my luck to Pekanbaru (telling the story later) and then went back here to Padangsidimpuan. back to the same old job but new girlfriend (yay!). yay?! whoa.. wait a second. it's not that easy to be happy for me, as it takes lots of time and courage and.. yeah, patience; to make her believe that we share the same feeling. some people may say that that won't happen to me (and i almost agreed), but, yes, she also likes me (that's what she said).

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  1. amellieJanuary 13, 2010 at 6:20 AM

    wihhhh new girlfriend, ey??? congrats :)

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  2. AlvinbeoMay 1, 2010 at 11:11 AM

    One more faithful reader is here bro!!!! CobWEBid rocks!

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