Hallucination

i often write about my dreams here.. but this one.. i don't know.. it feels different.. gimana ya ngasih istilahnya.. mystical? atau.. apa ya.. pesan? atau..... ?? halah.. bingung gw. pokoknya mimpinya ga ada rame-ramenya.. tapi apa yang dilihat oleh mata (mimpi) gw itu.. di luar semua prakiraan gw.

ceritanya gw sama 2 ade gw, romadhon & april, lagi jalan-jalan gitu.. kata mimpinya sih sekitar daerah bogor. kita tinggal di sebuah villa. when i entered the room.. ternyata ada rombongan lain yang bareng tinggal disitu.. jumlahnya sekitar 5 orang klo ga salah inget.. 2 cowo dan 3 cewe. and ini bagian yang menariknya, di antara 3 cewe itu.. tebak ada siapa? m. ya, setelah beberapa saat gw ga berinteraksi dan ga (mau) kepikiran tentang dia.. tiba-tiba hadir di mimpi.

i was kinda surprised for that vision. me in my dream, and myself in the real world yang lagi molor. ga nyangka banget..

i remembered there were 3 scenes where i met her, the first is the one i mentioned before when i entered the room, the second is at night when we were going to sleep, and the third one is the next morning.

klo misalnya saat itu gw ga mikir mungkin masih panjang lanjutannya.. but then i got confused about this strange dream. so i forced myself to wake up. and.. that's it!

sebelum mimpi ini sebenernya gw gak pernah terlalu kepikiran lagi tentang ini, tapi gara-gara mimpi (4 hari yang lalu) ini, gw jadi mikir lagi. i got to settle this personal problem. i don't want to hallucinate anymore. i want to finish this broken heart thing as soon as possible and be real! i wish i could tell her, "let's be good friends like the old times!". but i don't know.. i still don't have that courage.. and she's getting far more and more.

9 Things I Hate About The Internet