Jealousy

Wow how I learned so much from only one incident. I always felt jealous when she talked to men. But she always tried to comfort me by explaining everything and telling me that nothing suspicious will happen and her feelings won't change and will always be for me. I needed a whole day thinking about that because it was so hard to calm down with jealousy in my mind, I couldn't think clearly. And she understands my condition so well, she even apologized for misunderstanding my opinion about going out with someone else, when I really don't blame her for that. She also explained that she also felt jealous when I went with another girl. Those are the points where she hits right in my heart. I realized how I should think, how I should feel. I always want her to have good friends and visit good places and enjoy good times, even before I can join her. And I trust her feelings, now I know that SHE'S REALLY GOOD, REALLY PERFECT FOR ME, and SHE REALLY LOVES ME.

Thank you for loving me, sweetheart. Your love helps me a lot and this time we learned about many things.

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