I found my old websites here and here, it feels very nostalgic. I'm taking the logs from both designs (it's not that many tho) so this becomes a unified weblog.
For all those good memories. Those extremely good feelings. Those kind attentions. Goodbye. I am leaving most of things behind now. Facing my tough life. Alone. I won't complain or even share stories anymore. I'm strong enough to face it. Again, alone. I've decided this. People will keep sharing things with me when they need someone to listen to their problems. And I will keep myself to try my best to help them. As usual. I won't ask anything back except in extremely urgent moments. Well, actually I've been doing it all the time. And I will keep it like that.
well, almost a year away from blogging and now i was really really wanted to write, then i got no private time to pour all of my thoughts from what my brain extracted to some texts full of expression. but seems like i won't feel hesitate anymore to say anything from now on. no more secrets, it's just, anyhow, secretes. lately i've been trying my luck to Pekanbaru (telling the story later) and then went back here to Padangsidimpuan. back to the same old job but new girlfriend (yay!). yay?! whoa.. wait a second. it's not that easy to be happy for me, as it takes lots of time and courage and.. yeah, patience; to make her believe that we share the same feeling. some people may say that that won't happen to me (and i almost agreed), but, yes, she also likes me (that's what she said).
Everyone's opinion will always be biased to their experience at some point. Trying to follow the ultimate guidance is the safest choice. Let me break my barriers while staying on the right lane.
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