What Is This
Should I listen to the devils' whispers? I'm feeling down again. Like death is a good option to take cause by exhaustion. On the other side I feel the rage. The revenge. Those really hateful feelings inside.
Problems come to me just like waves, one through another it never stops where most of them wasn't made by me, but it became mine. I really never wanted to have it.
I've tried to face it my way. But in the end it's just adding more problems.
I know the world is perfect by having imperfect things. But why does it have to go this harsh on me??
Why, God? Isn't there any chance for me to feel grateful for good?
Do I even have the right to complain?
Should I be another person instead of who I am? I know many types of people which I can easily imitate.
No, I won't do it. I think I'll just try to learn about myself here, from this dark place, until the time that I can overcome this and move forward.
Problems come to me just like waves, one through another it never stops where most of them wasn't made by me, but it became mine. I really never wanted to have it.
I've tried to face it my way. But in the end it's just adding more problems.
I know the world is perfect by having imperfect things. But why does it have to go this harsh on me??
Why, God? Isn't there any chance for me to feel grateful for good?
Do I even have the right to complain?
Should I be another person instead of who I am? I know many types of people which I can easily imitate.
No, I won't do it. I think I'll just try to learn about myself here, from this dark place, until the time that I can overcome this and move forward.
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